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( Jan. 1st, 2007 01:19 am)
As the gentle repose of sleep approaches i felt the desire and the need to share wishes of happiness with those I know in the world.
Let your burdens be light.
Let your heart be lighter.
Let happiness go with you where ever you may roam.
Let each year be happier than the one before.
Walk in beauty my friends and happy new year.

"Beauty before me I walk
Beauty behind me I walk
Beauty above me I walk
Beauty below me I walk
Beauty all around me
I walk In beauty all is made whole
In beauty all is restored"
Navajo prayer
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( Jun. 14th, 2002 02:46 am)
Gentle friends, tarry not for me.
We have walked long and I must rest.
The battles we have fought together,
the lands we have seen,
and the women we have woed.
Our minds have provided
all the adventure we have ever needed
But now I am tired
and I seek respite in slumber.
When I wake we will journey
again to the landscapes of our minds.

Jeremiah McCoy

Slaying My own Unicorns
I thought I would post an old poem of mine for your (i hope) pleasure. Enjoy

Hold O endings
My life is not done
The garden needs tending.
The dogs need be fed.
Hold O love.
I miss you, true.
But your roses must grow.
TheHouseneeds cleaning
Hold O friend
true to the end.
My Burbon still warms me
my pipe still needs it's fire
Hold o death
for I fear thee.
And I still need my life.

Okay that was one of my old poems about old men. Weird how I always felt older than I really was. Anyways I wrote that back in 95. probably more to come later.

Slaying My own Unicorns
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( Mar. 9th, 2002 10:49 am)
these are the rules of our little game, she said.
Who said she got to set the rules?
she already wins the game.
She smiles and touches me
and then she smacks me down.
I like playing with you, she says.
But only to a point I guess.
she taunts me and says I should want her,
but then she has someone else.
Am an ego drug for her I guess
a bit of speed for self esteem.
I just wish one I was not the safe one
I just wish sometimes
that I could find someone who wanted to stop playing games
for a little while.
cause games are nice
but I would like something real as wel

Sorry that was just a stream of conciousness thing I needed to get out of my system. I am in an odd mood this day. Maybe it is the weather? Or waking up on a couch...again. It will be nice when i can move beyond. I am so close to getting my life straight. The only part that is not improving is my laughingly named love life. It has been so long. I am even a bit numb to at times. Porno holds little interest for me. Debauchery? Been there, done that. I am looking for something now. I would like to find someone to share those quiet times with. Not just sex. I like sex dont get me wrong. I am red blooded and enjoy the pleasures of the flesh as much as most. But there has to be something more out there. I want to find someday what glass and kendra or Mickey and Veaya have. That whole love for life thing. to wake up and know i have someone to share my life with someday would be nice.

Maybe I am shooting to high though. I will be going to fantasm for my dose of debauchery. It is not a life mate or even a date but it is fun and it will be good to see old friends. ah well, enough rambling. i really should not write things in the first hour after a wake



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