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So a combination of hideously bad experiences on the phone today, the understaffing around here driving up call volumes, and my own occasionally rampant depression is making me really be in a I hate my life mode right now. I am sitting here watching my life go by while I am stuck in a dead end job cause right now I have nothing better to to do. Right now I would welcome being hit by a truck. I dont actually feel like I have done anything with my life and I wonder why even bother any more.

This may well pass but right now I am in really unhappy place.