TechNoir's Eulogy

I am forced to a new and painful experience. Cutting off a friend. I have cut off a friend from his escape from reality...well at least my portion of it any way. Those of you who know..know. those who dont then dont worry about it. Let us say I have a friend who has been out of work for OVER A YEAR!! Rather than doing anything to correct this situation he skipped from one hang out place to the next trying to find diversions from the painful fact his life is in need of fixing. I have been in that place. I know where it takes you. One does deserve a little slack. But after a year contempt is what it brings in me. I like the guy and that is the part that makes his current behavior so irritating. He tells his roomates he is looking for a job then comes over here and plays EQ. I have put my foot down and said that he cant play it on my machine any longer. It seems small. But hey i have to do something to say it aint cool. He is self destructive as hell. He is survivng on the kindness of friends. He has to face the reality that he is so he can turn it around. At least that is my hope. I hope I am not being too much of an ass.

Tech Noir