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I am caught in the inirtia of my life. I am one of those points where I feel less like I have control and more like a passenger in the course of my life lately. It was nice to step off the metaphorical treadmill to go visit with folks last night. My schedule at work has made it difficult to be social much lately. My work has ended the practice of chat at wok and surfing for that matter. So I cant stay in touch even from a distance well. All I do is go to work, come home when people are mostly a sleep. It is very isolating.

I have had acutally a few people who are good friends telling me of higherings in ATL so I could come back. I do want to come back. I miss my friends there terribly. I do however relize i am trying to escape the cycle of screw ups that my life has had in the past. That means I am going to stay with the job for at least 6 months for job history reasons. I do plan on going back to school if I can swing it, what this means is I may have to put off living where i want to get my life in order. Of course this means I will have to put up with not hangingi with my friends near as much I would like.

Meanwhile I guess I am suffering from holiday funk a bit and feeling a bit lonely. I will be hopefully having a birthday get together on the 13th and I will be hooking up with some of my friend up here in the ktown area and I am going to the christmas party on the 20th in atl so i will see my friends than as well. That will be cool.

oh well enough of my general silliness. I will have some thing interesting to say later.

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Happy Harry Hard On

I am movie guy.

I like movies. I watch alot of them. I have my favorites like most people. The top of the list for me is Cassablanca. Humphrey Bogart is the ultimate cool. There are other films on my list of faves. I watched one of them tonight.

Pump up the Volume is great. This movie came out at the begining of the 90's. I had Christian Slater, who I have to say is also pretty damn cool, and Samantha Mathias. To those of you who have not seen this the plot is simple. Young man living in arizona puts together a pirate radio station to express to the world his general frustration at being a teenager. His persona is Happy Harry Hard and he is inspired in his rants.

The rest of course is gravy. The beautiful parts of this movie is him on the radio. He was a screaming voice in the wilderness. One I desperately at the time wished would come along in the real world. Most of the crap they talk about having to go through was pretty damn real. If you didn't go through stuff like that then you knew people who did.

The music was the collest thing going when it came out. It started my knowledge of Concrete Blonde and Leonard Cohen. I started listening to music like that around this time. I tuned in to the local college radio station The WAWL. http://www.cstcc.cc.tn.us/Media_Services/mewawl.html

It also made me feel like less of a freak. That there were more people in the world who were disatisfied the way things were. That is okay to occassionally howl at the moon. That you can be a geek nerd and still find things in you that are cool.

Oh well it also started me on my tradition of sharing rants. I got into BBS's for my ranting but that is what started me on it. Well that and I was driving people crazy. I dont rant here enough. I have rants but I dont share them any more. I probably should. It is theraputic. I am not going to be claiming to be naked with only a cock ring on or nothing. Just a bit of howling at the moon to feel like me again. I promise to keep the masturbation to the minimum.

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feeling young again