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I am caught in the inirtia of my life. I am one of those points where I feel less like I have control and more like a passenger in the course of my life lately. It was nice to step off the metaphorical treadmill to go visit with folks last night. My schedule at work has made it difficult to be social much lately. My work has ended the practice of chat at wok and surfing for that matter. So I cant stay in touch even from a distance well. All I do is go to work, come home when people are mostly a sleep. It is very isolating.

I have had acutally a few people who are good friends telling me of higherings in ATL so I could come back. I do want to come back. I miss my friends there terribly. I do however relize i am trying to escape the cycle of screw ups that my life has had in the past. That means I am going to stay with the job for at least 6 months for job history reasons. I do plan on going back to school if I can swing it, what this means is I may have to put off living where i want to get my life in order. Of course this means I will have to put up with not hangingi with my friends near as much I would like.

Meanwhile I guess I am suffering from holiday funk a bit and feeling a bit lonely. I will be hopefully having a birthday get together on the 13th and I will be hooking up with some of my friend up here in the ktown area and I am going to the christmas party on the 20th in atl so i will see my friends than as well. That will be cool.

oh well enough of my general silliness. I will have some thing interesting to say later.

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[biggpoppad.livejournal.com]

I hope you get every thing together and move to ATL it would be groovy to hang with you when I move. I find it very lonely as well being away from all my friends for so long, after awhile it starts driving you crazy. Don't sweat the crazy thing I was a bit gone to begin with so it might just be me. School is good I can't wait to get my slacker ass in school. I hope you have a groovy birthday and I wish I could be there. I'll see ya at chattacon for sure though.

[hopelesslyraie.livejournal.com]

I've missed you, and ... hey, talk to me if you ever need major venting, or, you just need someone to ravish. ^_^