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[technoir]

With regrets I am in a rut. As the line says the only difference between a rut and a grave is depth. I go to work, I come home, I lounge around and I begin again. My job is a no where job. My life seems to be a nowhere life. I work out to to correct damage it took to cause and am frustrated that it will take years to correct if ever. All in all I am going slightly mad.

Now now I am not saying it is all bad. I have some pretty cool and amazing people in my world. I am not sleeping in the car anymore and I am not in jail. I have been worse. I just feel like I am spinning my wheels to no great effect is all. I have the plan. The plan is good, but I hate where I am until the plan comes up.

Dont mind my self pity. It is a passing thing I assure you.

Comments

[fireshaper87.livejournal.com]

You know I'll always be there if you need to talk.
...also... what exactly is this "plan" that you are wainting to work on?

[hapersmion.livejournal.com]

Yes yes, tell us the plan! :)

And I second jenharts down there.

And you can do it, a plan is more than a lot of people have.

[technoir.livejournal.com]

Just a plan to break out of my current lack of carreer path.

[technoir.livejournal.com]

I apreciate it doll.

as to the plan, I am going back to school after an absence of over a decade. I will be going back starting next year.

[hapersmion.livejournal.com]

Yay school!

[fireshaper87.livejournal.com]

Awesome! It's never too late to learn something new.
:)

[pipistrella.livejournal.com]

Eveyrone's entitled to a good self-pity bout every now and then. Many hugs.

[technoir.livejournal.com]

Thanks luv.

[jenharts.livejournal.com]

I hear you - and I've been there (some would say I live there, in fact). My best suggestion is to find things to keep you busy. It's that "lounge around" time that sucks all the life out of you. Go for a walk, find something crafty to work on. The less time I spend in front of the computer/TV at home, the happier I find I am.

[technoir.livejournal.com]

I have been going to the gym at least 3 days a week and I only watch tv a little by comparison. You are right though i do need to get out of the house more and not just come home and just plant.

[twelveoaks.livejournal.com]

You need a creative project - that's what always gets me out of ruts like that. Writing, painting, landscape design, interpretive choreography, whatever. Doesn't matter if it's something you're actually good at or not, doing something creative is good for you.

[technoir.livejournal.com]

Your probably right. I have some things that have rested in the back of my mind for a while now.