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[technoir]

With regrets I am in a rut. As the line says the only difference between a rut and a grave is depth. I go to work, I come home, I lounge around and I begin again. My job is a no where job. My life seems to be a nowhere life. I work out to to correct damage it took to cause and am frustrated that it will take years to correct if ever. All in all I am going slightly mad.

Now now I am not saying it is all bad. I have some pretty cool and amazing people in my world. I am not sleeping in the car anymore and I am not in jail. I have been worse. I just feel like I am spinning my wheels to no great effect is all. I have the plan. The plan is good, but I hate where I am until the plan comes up.

Dont mind my self pity. It is a passing thing I assure you.

Comments

[twelveoaks.livejournal.com]

You need a creative project - that's what always gets me out of ruts like that. Writing, painting, landscape design, interpretive choreography, whatever. Doesn't matter if it's something you're actually good at or not, doing something creative is good for you.

[technoir.livejournal.com]

Your probably right. I have some things that have rested in the back of my mind for a while now.